Why Cant I Meet a Normal Man?

I should really write a book on dating nightmares. It amazes me how many men that I have met like to cross dress. Do all men

fantasize about wearing womens lingerie. I was really attracted to this guy, and we had great talks and when we met it was

just an exciting moment…knowing we both found each other to be what we wanted.. well maybe I didnt quite.

I have only dipped into exploring my sexuality by learning what its like to be a fem domme… meaning a woman that dominates

a man. Actually I find that to be very erotic. I never thought I would but I have to be honest, there is just something

thrilling about being in control of a man you have gently tied up. I even covered his eyes since they say if you cant see your

senses aer heightened………..but jesus why do these guys all want me to use a strap on? Well being the adventurer I am I

ended up in bed with this gorgeous 5ft 8 man. He told me that his girlfriend exposed him to wearing womens lingerie and

clothing. He also told me she would dress him up and take him out in public and make him approach a man. They would go

to a gay bar where it wasnt quite so embarassing.  He said if he went to a normal place he would probably get beaten half

to death. I couldnt help but smile on that. She made him approach a man with him being in girly attire. She also made him

touch the man. Here this gorgeous man is telling me all she did and asked me if I would do the same.>>>>>>>>>>SCREECH

ELL NO I thought but then I thought again and said to myself .. do most men cheat on their women because of unfulfilled

antasies…and the answer was YES.  We had sex.. though my mind was telling me know but my hormones were telling me yes

to overloook his desire to dress like a woman. He suddenly got up and started putting on thigh highs, a pair of red lacy panties

and a bustier. Jesus… I suddenly thought am I crazy to be letting his live out this fantasy. I thought why not.. it may be fun.

He started talking to me asking me If I would make him my little cum slut.. CRAP.. what was I suppose to say… so I said YES

and went along with him. He told me there was a dildo on the dresser and he wanted me to put it in his mouth.. NO PROBLEM..

I thought hell maybe if I gag him a few times he would come to his senses…. but I couldnt get that lucky. Well toward the end

things got a little more interesting. He wanted the dildo in him…….. another SCREECCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHH going off in my

brain.. saying HELLLLLLLLLLLL NO! But there I went again thinking why not.. and be a little more bold and explore my sexuality

and that I might learn something. Well after getting the damn corn cob looking dildo in.. it wasnt so bad., and at that point I

thought lets do this. I moved between his legs thinking …if he wants this experience being a girl he is going to get it. I put on a strap

on and got crazy and started talking to him like I felt he wanted. I soon found myself getting into it.. it was the control plus it was pretty erotic

… By the time I was done.. poor guy was worn out……..and I was worn out and collapsed on the bed. I heard him so WOOOOW

that was amazing…your amazing and I couldnt help but smile thinking…….. he lived out his fantasy. Maybe because of my

strict up bringing Ive not really explored my sexuality like I should. This opened my eyes and I recall him saying that sex get

boring the same way every night. Can you imagine couples together for 40 years and they know exactly what their spouse

is going to do when they make love because they dont change any lovemaking routine up.. To me that would be pretty boring.

I would love to hear from all of you that have had similar things happen.. or if your a man and have explored your deepest d

darkest secrets. Now I wonder if there are other women that read my blog that are sexually adventurous… DO TELL!